There's probably a fine line to stand between self-confidence and IDGAF attitude. I wouldn't say IDGAF, but as I get older, I can't believe how mundane and stale so many conversations are. The group chat with friends (from high school, now 18 odd years ago) is basically shite jokes, the odd picture of a woman and football talk. 95% of my friends do so they no doubt are absolutely knackered! Just, thought somehow many conversations I would have people I'd known for most of my life would have a bit more juice about them.
Also, I've started reading Tao Te Ching quite regularly and find myself going more that way towards minimalism ; less is more mindset.
thought by now entering my late 30s - I thought somehow 15-20 years ago, I'll surely get it then ; then you realise not many folk do have their shit together, either. And by saying ''getting it'' I don't get it either and try not judge others, but the brass neck on so many who have opinions on things they know very little about is quite astounding too I never really thought things like mediation would work or if they would work on my brain chemistry ; but it is slowly I think - slowing everything down, mannerisms, decision making, too.
Quite a self-indulgent post, but I feel like I'm going to end up a Monk at this rate!
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And I'm not boasting or crowing that I can talk about my feelings often with good-willed strangers (if we both know the score/want that conversation) but I'm amazed and how once you get talking to people, some are willing to open up.
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